what's inside of a dazed and confused mind

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

I plan on getting wasted.
Like an angel transformed
into a monster howling
in silence; scaring you
away. I will be tipsy.
I'll just be tipsee.Thee-pissy.
Deep sea. Tip-synchronized.
Murmuring with my eyes
shut. Dreaming without
sleeping. Slipping..Waking
up with a throbbing head
heart - head - pounding.
I still plan on getting wasted.
Not drunk, not intoxicated.
Wasted.

-from a pexer named Jersee...

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Bumper Sticker




Your Bumper Sticker Should Be



Ass, gas, or grass - no one rides for free

What Is Your Band Name?




Your Band Name is:



The Barnyard Pickles


What kind of Food are You?

You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary.
People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

rhoan, eto na po....
GETTING TO KNOW YOU!
Name: Wendell
Country: Philippines
Birth Place: Batac, Ilocos Norte, home of the great dealers, este leaders pala
Birth Date: May 14
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Any siblings?: Dalawa… Two girls [manang Arlene (+) and adding mimi, unico hijo.. im a middle child, and I think I have the middle-child syndrome…LOL
Schools: Hilario Valdez Mem. Elem. School (Kinder: Best in Math.. nyahahaha), MMSU Science High School, Mapua Institute of Tech
Motto: Two heads are more than one….. nyahahahaha…seriously… With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Pedeng hanggang ditto na lang? hehehe

GETTING TO KNOW YOU MORE! (sige na nga….)
Describe yourself: Im a wanderer in a wrong city. A down-to-earth-as-one-could-be. A wannabe-good father and a husband. Just a small speck who enjoys life.
Favorite Food: I’m food addict… and I can cook… not just simple dishes…. My mom, adores my kare-kare and my wife fell in love with my tuna spaghetti…. Fave food ko? Pinikpikan, calamares, empanada, ilocos longganisa, dinengdeng, pinakbet, crabs shrimps, baby back ribs… siyef, naglalaway na ako… basta madame pa
Favorite Drinks: Apple juice…. Red Horse Extra Strong Beer…Gin Bulag, Emperador, Tequila… lashenggo ‘to! Itaas mo!
Favorite Movie: Scent of a Woman, Bourne Series, Godfather series, any movie with Al Pacino
Favorite Actor: Morgan Freeman, Al Pacino, Matt Damon
Favorite Actress: Keira Knightley, Milla Jovovich
Favorite Song: One by U2 (original version) A letter to elise by the cure
Likes: totoong tao, marunong makibagay
Dislikes: Posers and wannabes… dapat ako lang ang wannabe… mwehehehehe
Chumboys: brokeback? Ano ba ibig sabihin nito? Hehehe
Chumgirls: hmmmm… one woman man ‘to!! (ganun ba ibig sabihin nun? Pakshet, inaantok na ako…it’s 10 minutes to 6 in the morning here…. )

A LITTLE PERSONAL! (HUWAT? Hindi pa ba personal mga nasa taas? Hehehe… sige na nga…. )
First crush: Seatmate ko nung nasa grade four ako…AYOKONG BANGGITIN NAME NYA (baka feeling nya mahaba hair nya… bwahahaha)
When/where did you meet: nung grade four ako… sa school
Who was your first kiss: d ko maalala e.. andami nila e, sabay sabay.. jowk!!!
Who was your first bf: BF? Huwat? Ok, baka GF…. Hehehe as in na first, mapafling man o serious? Sino nga ba?...... next question please…
Describe your first bf: guapo? Nyahahaha….
When/where did you met: Sa store na malapit sa bahay nila, pinabili sya ng suka, d pa magkaparehas tsinelas nya… Hoooooo

Are you still together: Misis ko? Parang ayaw na nya sa akin e…. Pero ako, mahal na mahal ko yun…..
If not why: G@go kasi ako e….. Insensitive na nag eego trip…. Be, sika lang ditoy biagko….
Do have any plans to get married: Kasal na po kami..
What makes you love/like him: Ipinaglaban nya ako inspite of…..
Do you plan to have kids: 2nd baby is on the drawing board…
How many: dalawa lang, may boi na kami kaya girlaloo na lang….
What have you learned from the circle of life: Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness… desiderata…

By The Waters Edge
One of 75 Original Poems
By David W. Atherton
Warning !!!
I am into many things,
many worlds,
I accept the powers given to me
from many different beings.


I do not deny the Lord,
nor do I deny the Ancients.
I bow before no one,
for this is my own sacred realm.


If what I choose is wrong,
then why must I have the ability to choose?
If those I lead should not follow,
then why must they have the ability to walk?


If what I create should not be felt,
then why must man have a heart?
If I am not to own this world,
then why was I put here to begin with?

This is my sacred realm, I do not ask you to bow.
Just respect the world around you
and feel my loving power.


If you are here to hurt the innocent;
I assure you,
my guilt will eat your heart.


If you are here to feed on the weak;
my strength will in time devour you.


If you are here to take from the poor;
my riches will bury you.

If you are here –
for anything other –
than the love of my art –
leave now –
before your soul is forever lost.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Yeah Right!